5.0k Community Reach • Tulsa, Oklahoma
I'll be 45 years old soon. I have been depressed and my life was complete chaos until the last year. On December 28, 2019 I entered rehab enthusiastically, I felt more like a child going to Disney Land that day. It was the first time since seeing a violent gun fight on 01/01/1995 that I even considered taking a sober breath, willingly. I drank every day (accept during 2 pregnancies and a 180 day incarceration).
I did so many things that were extreme and irrational but made perfect sense to me. I was in chemical and emotionally fueled state for years. I ended up losing custody of my children, gaining a felony conviction, and having little to show for myself. I was so methed up for the last 4 years of my addiction. Now, I am finding my way beyond simply existing and my puppy has added the joy I've always sought. I want to share my story with the hope of creating awareness for those lost or that love someone going through crisis.
My life matters as does so many others whose inability to see their value are slipping under the expectations and far from gaining acceptance. I only got worse until I began to understand PTSD. I need followers to support my efforts to expose the truth of this widely misunderstood emotional terror.
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